Since this is my first entry I'm going to introduce myself. The real me.... Since it's the internet I don't have to be afraid to express myself and be judges because you don't know me in real life. My name is Cynthia Mae and I am 16 years old, until December 20. I LOVE Pokemon!!!!!! I am a female. I have a high insecurity level and I cannot just trust people; like, even if I knew you since you were born I cannot tell you my personal things. Like if I like someone, I would keep it to myself and hide it real good. Also, I end up telling myself lies trying not to notice my own feelings because that is how I was raised. My feeling for someone would be buried really, really deep in my heart and I try to keep it there and it does, with the rest of the painful things in the past because I am scared. I know my worst fears and it is to fall in love, but my past still haunts me in my dreams. Thank god none of you really know me because this is embarrassing to say if you did. I suck in english so I'm trying hard right now to not mess up! I am the most imperfect person that I know of.... I think...… I am every emotionally Unstable. Most people know I cry in sad movies, but other then that they don't know I cry a lot. My family doesn't really know about me. Some of them think I'm mysterious.... Which I don't get because I show a lot of feelings in my drawings..... Like if I was in love I would draw hearts with cracks on them because I know I have no chance or when I'm in a good mood I would draw cute things, but in a bad mood I would draw thing that are kind of scary to some people, for some reason. Or in the music I listen mostly to.... Soooooo........ This is y first entry and I have said a lot about my emotions which I find extremely weird because if you finished reading this you know I am kind of lame. Sorry for waisting your time!! </3